Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Clear Jring Jring!

Yes! Finally it's clear!
I saw this picture and I think about when I die, Will I be like this man? Sometime when I think about the sins those I’ve been doing will make me far away from God. That’s so true. When we do something that is sin and we don’t want to think about God because we don’t want God at that time. I don’t want to do that. I always hate myself when I did something that I know that God doesn’t like me to do that. I am sad after I done it. Right now I try to hate the thing that I did before and think that’s disgusting. That’s work! That’s make me don’t want to do it anymore. So I know that it because the way I think. In the past I always though that if I did some think wrong, God will forgive me and He always has mercy on me. But now when I think that God is so high and I’m just a human down here on the earth and if I did something wrong that will make the space between me and God getting bigger and we won’t see each other again. Thank you, God that you always waiting for me even though sometime I just don’t want to see You but You just wait for me that same place. That always because of me makes us to be far away.
In this Summer I want to thank you so much that you use one of my friends to draw me close to you. The way that I took care of her that make me grow and make me to pray more. School almost starts, that make me a little bit scare because many things have to be done. God help me please!

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