Something change!

I know that there are something change here. I don't know what is my future be like but I know that is the God's plan and God promised me that He always give me the best thing. I know that You never leave me but I always forget you. I want to give you all I have but that is very difficult. Please make me to know your love more. I want to make my feeling to know sure that you really love me.
God, Please take control of our department!