So sorry for myself

I don’t like myself. I just a human. Sometime I know that is the sin but I do it. That is bad, right? I want to go away from this world when I did something wrong. God, you know what the purpose that why I am here. I am so sorry. I want you to forgive me, don’t be mad at me. Please love me. I want to know more your love. I want to be with you, I don’t want you to turn your face away from me. Please remind me always about you Son, Jesus. Let me know more about how Your Son dies for me.
I got the new boss, Sam. I think we can do it. I been pray for Keith and I think you know the future plan for him, so let do whatever you want. I will trust you.