Not Enough!

“Just think to be higher than what you are now, I want you to get something better that this.” I cannot understand my dad, everything are not enough for him. I know that if someone who doesn’t know the purpose of your life that will be sad because they won’t know the word “enough”. They want to get high then when you high you want to get higher. I tried for this thing. God, my Lord please helps my dad to understand life more and to know you more. I don’t want to argue with him. I want to be honor him and I want to honor you too.

The purpose of our life

My car is in the process of fixing. I don’t know when it will be fixed and how much it will cost. Tao-Hoo is so funny. He likes the poodle, she is our neighbor. He always goes to sit at her house beside her even though she is in the case. Tao-Hoo is too big for her. Why he doesn’t know that. It’s hard to get him to come back home right now. I still have many things to do in this break. They had to change the plan for rebuild my office because they found the beam while the drilled the entrance.
Sometime it is very hard to focus on the thing I read. Especially when I read bible, I cannot focus on that. God I really want to have the concentrate when I doing something especially when I have quite time. I want to focus in what God want me to do and what God tried to tell me. Father please gives me the wisdom that come from you and helps me to concentrate when I have the time with you. I will try to have you to be the first of my life. I know this is the best important thing. I also know what the purpose of our life but we still have the purpose in our mind not the same as the purpose that we should have.
The purpose that we should have is to be like Jesus as you created us to be.

Something change!

I know that there are something change here. I don't know what is my future be like but I know that is the God's plan and God promised me that He always give me the best thing. I know that You never leave me but I always forget you. I want to give you all I have but that is very difficult. Please make me to know your love more. I want to make my feeling to know sure that you really love me.
God, Please take control of our department!

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Nothing is special today. I feel a little bit tried because I slept late last night. I think I always get in to the movie when I watch it every time I feel tried after that. Mr. & Mrs. Smith are very good last night.

So sorry for myself

I don’t like myself. I just a human. Sometime I know that is the sin but I do it. That is bad, right? I want to go away from this world when I did something wrong. God, you know what the purpose that why I am here. I am so sorry. I want you to forgive me, don’t be mad at me. Please love me. I want to know more your love. I want to be with you, I don’t want you to turn your face away from me. Please remind me always about you Son, Jesus. Let me know more about how Your Son dies for me.
I got the new boss, Sam. I think we can do it. I been pray for Keith and I think you know the future plan for him, so let do whatever you want. I will trust you.

Farewell for my best manager.

Today is the lastday for school. I though that it will be really busy but that's fine not really busy. My boss is in Bangkok now. Last night, David, Rebecca's dad shared his story. I really like the story that he shared about the bible. The books like the fish, fish has bone so when we eat we have to spit out the bone but the bible is not like that. When we eat the fish we have to swallow hard the bone. That's right. It's really good lesson.
I have the really sad news. Keith is not gonna be the manager any more. I'm sad because he didn't tell me anything I just know from Sam. I don't know what to do without him. God you let this thing happened? I don't know what you mean?