No Car for a few days

My car is in the garage again. I hate that garage because they fixed thing but they made others thing broke too. How bad is that?

I don’t know how much my dad have to pay for my car to be fixed.

Last night I spent a night with Todd because I have no car, so I need to get to work with them.

Sometime when I need help but no one cannot offer help to me. I tried to think did I do that to any of my friends. When they need help, I really want to help them. Last night I’ve the though that next time if anyone need help I won’t offer any help for them. Look… How’s evil I am?

However, when I really think, I have found that I did not really need help. I just wanted to prove something and I was too lazy to do something. Therefore, that was my fault.

I have to think that if I felt like that I am not mature enough. I should not felt that way.

“Not only those things. I consider all things to be worth nothing. What is far more valuable is to know Christ Jesus my Lord. Because of him, I have thrown everything else away. I consider it all like dirty rubbish. I want to know Christ.” Phi3:8

Yes, all things on the earth to be worth nothing. I though about this verse to made me felt better. Then if I have no one to help me but God always have other way to help me.

“We often have great trouble but nothing has destroyed us. We do not understand everything but we do not lose hope. We suffer in a cruel way for what we believe. However, God does not leave us on our own. Things knock us down, but they do not kill us.” 2 Cor 4:8-9

Yep, I have learned a lot from yesterday. My Heavenly Father I will not cry again when I am in this situation. I will cry when I very thankful your help that You always beside me and love me and help me to figure all the troubles. I love Father, I love you more than yesterday.