They need God

Sometime we’re not really known which one is God’s will. I think if I choose to do something and I feel peace and God bless me, which is God’s will. It’s so hard to make the decision when either ways are good. But I think it must have just one way which is the best way for me. I think I really want to stay here in Chiang Mai with my Family in Christ but what about my real family. They need God. They need someone to tell them about God. If I still be here in Chiang Mai, they won’t know God. I love them so much and I want to see them in the heaven. I will feel very guilty, if even I go to the heaven and they can’t. I want to go back to stay with my family in Bangkok. I want my Dad to take a rest, he work so hard to make money for me, my sister and my brother for many years already. I think it almost time to helping him. I want everyone that read my blog right now, please pray for me. Plan that I made in my mind is I will go back home in the end of this school year. But if GIS still need me to train other Thai to do my work I will work here for a while to train them. I think let God prepare for all others thing.

Dear Heavenly Father, please prepare me for now, how to tell my family about your good news. How to express Your love to my dad and my family. I have not much time to prepare, I know that I cannot do this on my own but I can do this by your power and by your love. Thank you God for loving me. In powerful name, Jesus.