So cheap!!
I found this banner on the internet; it’s so cheap for next month. I really want to go somewhere, but I don’t have planned to go to Bangkok in next month. I have planed to go to Pai in next month. Let’s see will my dream come true? I need the Laptop. I have to work at home. God please let my dad to give me the laptop that I can pay him later.
I think I need to have quite time every day. Sometime I spend time with myself too much. That’s not good because I feel good to just stay by myself and after that I just lost my time too much with that. Yesterday I got the excuse to be away from people and from you too. I just told myself that I’m so tried; I need to take the rest. I should to spend time with you not with the TV. I should control myself. Dear God, Please help me to have self control. I know that right now our relationship has the space. And now it’s getting bigger when I didn’t spend time with you. I didn’t have time that is my excuse for me. Father please forgives me. I will try again. When I didn’t have enough time to spend with You, the sins just getting closer to me. I need You, You always forgive me. Help me to love You more.
My skin still pills off from my face. It's so annoy me. I went to see doctor last Saturday and I think that because the weather. The weather here is so weird. In the morning it's cold, in the afternoon it's hot and at night it's hot. It's all dry weather now. It makes my skin dry and pill off. I feel sick because of the weather today. Now I read personality plus, it’s a Christian book. And I really like it. When I read this book, it makes me to know myself and others more. I’m so tried from yesterday. I need to work now…
I'm still very full from lunch. We went to eat at MK Suki. It was my choice. I'm so happy to be here and to be the youngest in my office. Today I almost have done with the wire chart but Keith’s not coming back in time. So the questions that I have to ask him before finish it, I couldn't make it. I will ask him tomorrow.
I got the message from P'Gade that P'Robert is in hospital right now. I don’t know what’s wrong with him but I pray that You will take care of him, I trust in you that You will look over him.
Yesterday I met uncle Ream in front of the church. He looks weaker than the past. I feel sorry for him. So if anyone has read this please pray for him and pray that God will help us to know which the best way to help him.
Yesterday I went to help P’Air with her computer. I just helped her to manage the files on her computer. She said she will give me the free ticket for world club. Is that great?
Emm…It’s almost Sunday; I mean I have to find the lesson to teach for the children class. I didn’t find anything yet. I will tried to find it now on the internet.
It is have nothing interested for this morning. Last night it was the blessed night for our cell group. We got 16 people came to our cell group. Is that possible? Yes! We really got 16 people. We have David, Jum, Larry, Rebecca, Russ, Joshua, Onli, Steve, Gade, Wee, Tad, Peung(M), Rujira, Mam, Eyui and me. That’s a lot. After cell group I went to drop P’Gade at her house. Misty, Tim and Ryan are in Phuket right now. They went there yesterday to help. And P’Gade and P’David are thinking what they should do because they need them too. But both of them know that in her need them too. So we have to pray for them to know God’s will. I still have nothing to teach in this Sunday. Should I find some? I think I should. But if P’Gade goes to Phuket in this week, I will get the stress for this week for sure. But I’m not really wanted to force her to stay here; I know that she really want to go there. I think I can do it, but you need to help me, God..
The Best News
I didn't post for a long time. Many things are going on right now. P'Neung got baptize last Sunday. That is the great news. I'm so glad that God answer our prayer because we prayed that we need girls then God send us a sweet girl. May God bless P'Neung life to walk beside you always. I think I spend time by myself too much, sometime it's make myself feel good but sometime it's make myself feel not good. So I think if it's too much, it's not good. Yesterday it's valentine day, morning and afternoon I spent time by myself. I think that's good time for me. In the evening, actually I just wanted to update my web journal but I met Neung there. I mean I met him online. So we went to eat together till 11 pm. That's fun. But I really want him to know God to know Jesus. I will pray for him more that he will open his mind and want to change his life. Please let him know that the true happiness is from you not from the thing from this world. Last night when I went back I was a little bit tried because we went to eat in many places. I think if I do like this for many days, I will get fat for sure.
I saw Finding Neverland yesterday. That's the cool movie, I like it. It's about the author of Peter pan. It’s telling us about how he got the idea to write Peter pan in the Neverland.
On last Sunday I taught in the children class and I felt so bad. We have 4 new kids there and they are so ... I don't know how to say. They are not obeying at all. They are Thai kids and they talked all the time. So next week we think we will separate the class but we don't have the idea yet what the lesson that we should do. That's hard job I cannot do it for sure if I no have You, Lord.
I came up a little bit late because I woke up late. I got the great news. P'Neung will get baptise on Sunday. Is that cool? I'm so glad to hear that. Last night I was chatting with my friend about the new cover of the vision book but I didn't get any thing back. When Heather and Julia came back, they brought the great new form P'David house. P'Neung decided to get baptise on Sunday. I'm so happy to hear that.
This morning the problem came up about the computer and the printer but it's work now. So that's made my day gone so fast because when I finished that it's time for lunch already. That's good though. I'm so sleepy now. Not very much work to do now. Tomorrow they will have funeral JD here at Grace. That's sad.
Tomorrow is Saturday again. I mean the holiday again. I got the rose, I don't think that I would. Ben told me that I have to train the staff here how to scan the virus on their divice. Emm...that's interesting. Let's see how can I do it.
I got a new friend name Nong Frame. She just 4 years old. She's so cute. I played with her lastnight. It was fun!! I got the sad news from Bruce about a student, his name is JD. He's in the 2nd Grade. I felt from the waterfall last Saturday and the doctor said he's not sure that this boy can alive or not. Heavenly Father, You know better than the doctor, You know how to help this kid. So please help him and we're just human, we know that we cannot do anything but we can pray and we know that you listen to us always. Please help to heal him with you precious hands. In Jesus name,
Lastnight I couldn't sleep well. I don't know why. I just think a lots about many things. I want to help like the children ministry. I love to be with the kids. Actually I just really know that yesterday. I don't know how can I do that but I just want to pray that God will open the way for me. I don't know this is Your will or not. Please answer my prayer.
Sad news came to me this afternoon. He pass away. God brought him back to the haven. That's sad...
My Father, please taking care of his family. I know that they will be so sad but You said You will be close to the people who are broken heart. They need you to comfort them so much.
Today I have not much to do at my work. My boss's not here yet, I think he's in Bangkok now. And Sam's not here too. He's in Bangkok.
I woke up very early yesterday to went to Doi Suthap. P'Gade and KJ went with me. That's a good trip. And we came back around 11.30 am. After that we went to Kad Suan Kaew to have lunch. We went to drop KJ at the train station around 5.15pm. I didn't like driving at that time, everyone just drive so crazy. It's made me drive crazy too. So I got stress at that time. But After I pray God gave me more joy and more peace. We have cellgroup at Russ and Rebecca's Apartment. We got 12 people, that's amazing. We got P'David, Rebecca, Russ, Joshua, P'Gade, P'Jum, P'Numphueng, P'Mink, P'Rujira, N'Ploy, Kanoon and me. I naver think that we will have more than 10 people in our cell group. That's very blessed form God in this new year.
We got more students for children class now. God have blessed us so much. Thank you Lord. Please continue to bless us to make the best class now.
Today I woke up so late around 11.45 am. But I feel more energy now. I designed that I will buy the digital camera soon. I'm going to have time with You now, Lord....
This morning I have the great thing. Nong Amphorn came to visit us at the church. Is that good? I didn't aspect that she will miss us or she will come to visit. But I prayed for long time but God just brought her here. Thank God my father, You always know what we need. Please bring her again, please make her to think of us and want to hang out with us again. And You know that today I'm here so You just brought her here, right? You know the right time for everyone.
I made the decision that I won't go to Pai tomorrow. It's not worth enough. I don't think I won't go to anywhere that far away form here. Actually I'm really sad that I cannot go. But if this what you really want me to do I will. I know that everyone just been really happy that I'm not going. So I don't know that I will go somewhere or not for tomorrow.
I got the email form Darby. I miss her so much....
Please Father, give me joy and peace...
I felt not good this morning. I woke up a bit late but not really just later that I though. The door broke this morning because the skit. So sorry that I didn't spend time with you yet. I will pray before go to sleep, I hope. Today is tried day for me. I want to sleep but I couldn't. I went to walking street tonight and then I get more tried. It's like right now my eyes almost close. But I just want to tried something before I sleep.
For the sermon this morning I think I didn't concentrate because I couldn't get the point. I don't know... Maybe just me that cannot get the point. Today is the first day for Revolation book. I think I have to tried harder.
I think I can go to Pai, right? We have the new member to go to Pai. But I don't know that he will go or not but I pray that he can go with me.
Dear havenly Father,
I really want to go to Pai and if You're not really want me to go, I will not to go but I will be very sad. So please let me go and protect me to go there and come back here safely. I love you and I pray all of this in Jesus name.
I could wake up late this morning. So I woke up a little bit late this morning. But that made me have more energy for today. I had the appointment with P'Gade and Misty for lunch about the children class. So we planed that we will teach them about Acts for maybe two or three months. That's good. And for tomorrow we will have like the field trip like the outdoor study. I think that we will have like the picnic for class tomorrow. That will be the fun thing to do, right?
Lastnight Tisha went back to the state that the sad part for yesterday. Event though I know her just a little bit but I felt sad too. She cried and her friends cried. But every thing gonna be allright. She gone because her boyfriend is going to the war in Iraq soon. She need to went back to spend time with her boyfriend. That's sweet... God please help her to have the great time with her boyfriend and her family there.
It's almost valentine but I still have no idea what should for valentine party. The theme is the twin. Is that difficult to think?
I went to see the movie at CMU MAD tonight. The movie names "CUBE". It's good but a little bit serious. I think this movie make me to think a lots. I have to think that what the things that movie want me to know. But it's difficult to explain. I ate just the Roti for dinner. I hope I won't getting bore with the food again. But now I just don't want to eat. I know that's bad but I just cannot help myself. (to force myself to eat...It's no way to do that.)
God please help me... I really want to go to Pai. I planed for long time. Please open the way that I can go on Tuesday. Make me have the save trip to go and to come back. I really want to go, please.....
This morning I felt a little bit tried when I was wake up. I don't know why I wake up very hard always. I really want to wake up more early and spend time with God. I know that will be the great start in every morning if I do that. So this morning it's start not good because I couldn't not wake up at 6am. This morning I did something, didn't I? Oh yes! I learned how to check the daily record with Ben and now I can do it on my own. I think my boss still sick, so he didn't come yet. I pray that You will help Keith to get better soon, please help to heal him by Your hand.
Yes! He came. I think God answered my pray so quickly. I learned some new stuff today. That's very good because I won't get bore today. Little bit busy but it's better that others day. I ready to have long holidays. Yeah! no one have but me. Praise the Lord! I have the plan for long time to t go to Pai, I wish that I can go for real. I invited P'Jeab to go with me because I really want her to take a rest. Eventhrough it's just the short trip. May God help me to prepare the way to go there. And please prepare the people who are going with me too. I don't know that will anybody go with me or not. But God please make it happen in my days off.
My graduation day
It was been the tried days for me that week. But I finished all! That's make me really happy.
